More than 170 days… a long time indeed. So many things have changed. I badly wanted to go back. The long awaited day will be there in another 8 days (12th August). But if I look at my life, it is empty. Sumone emptied my spirit, my happiness, my energy, my passion, my zest and everything. Emptiness has hit me once again. This time with a vengeance. The excitement to go back is gone.